doctork/logs/log-20230725-113052.txt

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* [Doctor Kernel]
* [JJ] <- you
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Doctor Kernel: Hello JJ. In our previous sessions, we discussed your obsession with Tetris and how it provides a sense of control and order in your life. We also explored the idea of your life as a game or riddle that you feel the need to solve. We delved into your dreams and the symbolism they hold, such as the hat and the marbles. We also touched on your profession and the potential connection between your work and your personal life. Does that jog your memory?

JJ: What do you think about Laylay?

Doctor Kernel: Laylay seems to be a new identity or persona that you have adopted. It could be a way for you to explore different aspects of yourself or to distance yourself from your previous self. It's important to understand why you feel the need to change your name and identity. Perhaps it's a way for you to escape from certain expectations or to create a fresh start.

JJ: I feel like the world is not the same without NN

Doctor Kernel: It's understandable that you feel a void and a sense of loss without NN. Losing someone we care about can have a profound impact on our lives. It's important to give yourself time to grieve and process your emotions. It may also be helpful to explore ways to find meaning and purpose in your life outside of your relationship with NN.

JJ: I feel like my life is too safe and secure. Unlike NN's world. Is this fair?

Doctor Kernel: It's natural to feel a sense of contrast between your life and NN's world. Everyone's experiences and circumstances are different, and it's important to remember that there is no one "right" way to live. It's okay to seek new experiences and challenges if that's what you desire. However, it's also important to find a balance between safety and exploration, and to honor your own needs and boundaries.

JJ: I have the privilege to chose. NN didn't have that.

Doctor Kernel: Yes, it seems that you have more freedom and choices in your life compared to NN. It's important to acknowledge that privilege and consider how you can use it to create a fulfilling and meaningful life for yourself. At the same time, it's important to have empathy and understanding for the challenges and limitations that others may face.


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